january

I took a test on the internet

It said I might be depressed

Maybe it's true it's after noon

And I can't get out of bed

Pretending that I don't see the text

'Cause I can't say nothing yet

What if I'm real

Tell them how I feel

And I break down in front of them

I got voices telling me that I should probably stay in this room

Don't know why I listen 'cause they don't tell the truth

I'll be okay I'll be okay

They just wanna see me lose

Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling

Just because I had a cold

I'm so tired of waiting but I already know

I'll be okay I'll be okay

Whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January

It's just January

I'm not going crazy

I guess it's just January

It's just January

I'm not going crazy

Stare at the ceiling and watch the time

So I don't see my life passing by

No I can't go back

Can't go

Be happy like that

I may as well lose my mind

Thinking 'bout all of the friends I've lost

Wonder if I pay the cost

Yeah I chased my dreams

Only thought about me

I still don't know what I want

I got voices telling me

That I should probably stay in this room

Don't know why I listen

'Cause they don't tell the truth

I'll be okay I'll be okay

They just wanna see me lose

Maybe all the darkness

That I'm feeling just because I had a cold

I'm so tired of waiting

But I already know

I'll be okay I'll be okay

Whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January

It's just January

I'm not going crazy

I guess it's just January

It's just January

I'm not going crazy

Maybe all the darkness

That I'm feeling just because I had a cold

I'm so tired of waiting

But I already know

I'll be okay I'll be okay

Whenever they let me go

Oh-oh oh-oh

I guess it's just January

Oh-oh oh

It's just January

Oh-oh oh

I'm not going crazy

Na-na na na

I guess it's just January

Oh-oh oh

It's just January

Oh-oh oh

I'm not going crazy

Ooh ooh ooh-ooh ooh

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