Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today

And practiced all the things I would say

But she came over

I lost my nerve

I took her back and made her dessert

Now I know I'm being used

That's okay man 'cause I like the abuse

I know she playing with me

That's okay 'cause I've got no self esteem

We make plans to go out at night

I wait till 2 then I turn out the light

All these rejection's got me so low

If she keeps it up I just might tell her so

When she's saying that she wants only me

Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can stand

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care Right

Now I'll relate this little bit

That happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night she knocks on my door

Drunk again and looking to score

Now I know I should say no

But that's kind of hard when she ready to go

I may be dumb But I'm not a dweeb

I'm just a sucker with no self esteem

When she's saying that she wants only me

Than I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

When she's saying that I'm like a disease

Then I wonder how much more I can stand

Well I guess I should stick up for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer

The more it shows you really care Right ^[1]