My Attic

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy

Cluttered spaces that you could not cross

My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless

Young emotions that just won't grow up

I keep hiding the keys in all these

Places even I can't find

Hoping, one day, you'll find them all

And I wanna let you see inside my attic

Inside this olive skin are paper thin

Illusions that I'm tougher than I am

And I'm guarded, castle walls from all the falls

And break up calls and never should have beens

But don't go pushing too hard

I'm not so easy to manipulate

I will give you all of my secrets

If you promise you can brave my attic

And I swear, not tryna be vindictive

I'm just terrified that you might see me different

You'll change your mind, tell me that I'm crazy

Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that you'll stay

'Cause my attic is silver plans and one night stands

That numbers can't begin to calculate

My attic is up the stairs and waiting there

Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake

I keep hiding the keys in all these

Places even I can't find

Hoping, one day, you'll find them all

'Cause I wanna let you see inside my attic

My attic, my attic, my attic

My attic, my attic ^[1]