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I really was born at 9:29 AM on 9/29

我是在在早上9：29，9月29號出生的

Your think I'm lying but I'm not, I'm being dead serious

你可能認為我在撒謊，可真沒啊，我是認真的啊

Okay, I'll prove it

來，讓我證明給你看哈

Well who am I, I'm almost 25

我是誰呢？我已經差不多25歲了

Can't remember half the time that I've been alive

真是難以相信有一半的時間我都過得如此有意義

'Cause half was in a cheap apartment, and half was on the Eastside

因為其中有一半的時間是生活在廉價公寓，一半的時間是生活在東海岸

They said don't meet your heroes, they're all ****in' weirdos

他們告訴我説“你所謂的英雄，也可能只是個吊絲”

And God knows that they were right

天啊，他們是如此的正確

Because nobody loves you, they just try to **** you, then put you on a feature on the B-Side

因為沒有人愛我，他們只想如此摧殘我，再將我推入虛無之地

And who do you call when it's late at night?

在彷徨的深夜，你又會撥出誰的號碼呢？

When the headlines just don't paint the picture right

當虛無的勾勒無法將我的悲傷再次復還時

When you look at yourself on a screen and say "Oh my God, there's no way that's me"

當你看着屏幕上的自己説”天啊，那不可能是我”

And I quit smoking, well recently I tried

我最近嘗試着戒煙

And I bought another house, and I never go outside

重新買了一套房子，將自己緊縮其中

And I remember this girl with pink hair in Detroit, well, she told me

我記得這個在底特律有着粉紅頭髮的女孩，她説

She said, "Ashley, what you've gotta promise us that you won't die, 'cause we need you"

她説，ashley，你得答應我們，你不會死，因為我們需要你

And honestly, I think that she lied

但事實上，我認為她撒謊了

I remember the names of every single kid I've met

我記得每個我見過的人的名字

But I forget half the people who I've gotten in bed

我卻忘了一半與我縱歡的男人

I've stared at the sky in Milwaukee

我凝視着密爾沃基的天空

And hoped that my father would finally call me

希望父親能夠再次給我打電話

And it's just these things that I'm thinkin' for hours

就算是這些瑣事我也常常躊躇於其中

And I'm picking my hair out in clumps in the shower

我在洗澡的時候把頭髮一簇簇地拔掉

Lost the love of my life to an ivory powder

因為我是如此失魂落魄，如同行屍走肉

But then I realized that I'm no higher power

但當我意識到了，我沒有任何超乎常人的力量時

But I wasn't in love then, and I'm still not now

我覺悟，我並沒有愛上任何人，包括現在

And I'm so happy I figured that out

我很高興我能得出如此結論

I've got a long way to go until self-preservation

我還得繼續堅持下去，直到無法自止

Think my moral compass is on a vacation

我想，指引我的的指南針正在度假

And I can't believe I still feed my ****ing temptation

因為我tm還是無法相信我仍然將身心無法自拔地傾注於他們

And I'm still looking for my salvation

我仍然在尋找我的救贖，我的歸屬

Soft and slow, watch the minutes go

逐漸逐漸，看着生命殆盡，時間流逝

Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

將此大聲地數出，以此警醒我光陰似箭，仍需咬牙堅持

Watch the minutes go

看時間流逝

Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

將此大聲地數出，以此警醒我光陰似箭，仍需咬牙堅持

I think I have a confession to make (So we know you don't)

我認為我得將此坦白

It's good to see that I was really born at 9:26

還好我是生在9:26的

Saw my birth certificate, I'm a liar

看了自己的出生證明，才發現一切不過是虛誕

And I'm a ****ing liar

我是如此可悲的騙子

Soft and slow, watch the minutes go

逐漸逐漸，看着生命殆盡，時間流逝

Count out loud, so we know you don't keep 'em for yourself

將此大聲地數出，以此警醒我光陰似箭，仍需咬牙堅持 ^[2]